the days go bye. . .

yes, i meant to put the word bye up there. all the days just seem to fly by. no matter what i do or how i try they cannot and will not come back to me. you can beg and plead with the universe to give you back just one day, but it will not happen.

today i am thankful for all i have, and all i have lost in my life. the reason i am thankful for the things i have lost is because with out losing them i would not know, or understand, all the things i do have. relationships come and go in your life, and sometimes, the best thing to do is just let it go . . .

that being said i can say i am very thankful this year for all my family and friends. all the ones i have are the ones i want. nothing in life is ever easy!

growing up i remember wishing my family would care for me, as i only had a mother and step father and no one else. than as i got older i realized that it was my mother and step father that kept out everyone else, cut that tie and haven't looked back. i love celebrating the holidays and this year will be a special one as it is Kiran's first Thanksgiving, and first Christmas! i love all these firsts, just as i did with Tiffany.

so here is to hoping that we all have a great holiday season, and maybe some firsts for the rest of ya :-) i will try and share :-P